Looking forwards,
Never backwards,
Not quite liking what I see.
It’s important I remind myself,
Of who I want to be.
In honesty,
I’m getting there.
I’m doing pretty well.
But I’ve got a brain
To whom good things
Are rather hard to tell.
I zoom in on the negative;
I pick the good apart.
Seeing dirt around the edges
Not the clean and healthy heart.
But the first step is awareness,
Knowing that I think this way;
The next is slowly changing
How my thoughts wrap round each day.
The change will be a process
Incremental but profound;
And in time
The grip the dark thoughts have
Will slowly be unwound.
Slowly working my way through these poems. This one says so much to me, it is positive and very helpful, thank you Pooky.
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Yes it’s a long journey isn’t it!
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